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i guess i should
apologize
for not submitting anything lately other than vague excited nonsense journals containing only a few words or no words at all every few minutes
and not even carrying a conversation with anybody
about 600 reply messages right now whh
1545 messages total
i dont really care
i've just been a bit
caught up
in things
school is giving trouble
because of my own fault
and band keeps me super busy
and my mom yells at me all the time
so a lot of times when im even able to be here im in an awful mood and im tired and you guys get snarky responses from me

i'll prolly leave for a lil bit
grounded or otherwise
i just
need to sort out my life
because it's a huge motherfucking mess right now
even if i do come on i wont be doing anything

actually youll be glad to know that i've
improved my art
since school started
it sure as hell isnt because of art class though
idunno i dont like my art teacher much
we dont see eye to eye on a lot of things, i dont agree with her teaching method, etc.
it's basically from me doodling homestuck in class a lot.
i've fixed up my anatomy a bit.
i wish i could show you guys all my sketches and doodles and such but eh

anyway
i love you
bye for now i guess??
i dont know im just really confused about everything